Gloomy day

Today is so gloomy..as in literally gloomy..itz been raining sine in the morning till now d..really saves electricity..no need to switch on the fan and all..lol..

The night before my mood was sort of gloomy..had an arguement with my mum..wait..no itz not really an arguement..i just kept quiet and just let her shoot me eventhough im not in the wrong..itz like..i duno..i really stunt by what my mum said till im really speechless..so to prevent any unwanted words coming out frm my mouth of mine..i just keep quiet n retreated to my sanctuary which is my room for comfort and solace..seriously ruined my happy day..

Before all this i went out with babystingray and karen..walk walk then watch the luckiest guy..itz a so so movie with lotz of moliu-ness but overall itz better than BabylonAD..after tht went to walked around queensbay and ended up in Swensen's for round 1 of dinner..after Swensen we went to Subaidah near my place for round 2 of dinner..me and babystingray had tosai bawang..im seriously getting addicted to it d..seriously very nice..u all should try it...and karen had some udang ball..haha..then we went home straight after dinner and it was suppose to be a good day for me..it just got ruined by tht sudden burst of anger from my mum..sigh...sometimes i really feel like studyin outside u know..as in staying in hostel and all..day by day..i dun feel relax at home anymore..i can only find comfort alone at home or when im in my room..itz like whenever i go back i have to be prepare for something bad to happen to me..yea i know some of u might said i must be thinking too much or not appreciating etc etc but one has to be in my shoes to know how does it feel..sighh...

Things has been goin good for me..friends..school..love..but not how i feel bout when im at home..i feel so trapped..siggghhh...mind u im not being emo or anytin but then..it doesnt feel right to be here u know..atleast for now it is not..

hopefully this sort of feelings will just go away soon..
till the next post..
chaoozzzzz