Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i need to improve my malay writing skills abit.

Oleh itu, saya menulis blog saya dalam Bahasa Melayu..
Baru-baru ini, saya dapat merasai kekurangan benda dalam hidup saya..
apa yang saya buat, saya salah..
memang sangat resah perkara ini..
memang benar masa dapat memadamkan perasaan ini, akan tetapi..
selepas sekian lama saya perlu menyesuaikan diri dalam keadaan yang menimpa diriku..
sedaya upaya saya cuba mengelakkan perkara ini berlaku..
namun demikian, berlaku juga perkara yang saya paling takut dalam hidup saya..
ya, perubahan dalam hubungan kita..
seperti yang anda cakap dulu, anda mungkin akan berubah..
mungkin inilah masanya..
menyesal perkara itu berlaku?mungkin...mungkin tidak..tetapi saya perlu meluahkannya..
jikalau tidak..hati saya ini tak akan menikmati satu hari yang tenang..
perasan gelisah akan menyelubungi jiwaku dan hatiku tidak akan melalui satu hari tanpa berasa tenang dan aman..
perkara ini mungkin akan menyebabkan perasaanmu dan rindumu mengurang..
apa yang boleh saya lakukan?
oh tuhan..alangkah baiknya kalau saya seorang yang berego..seorang yang boleh mengetepikan semua masalah ini dan fikir untuk diriku sendiri..
akan tetapi, aku tidak menyalahkanmu..saya tidak meminta apa-apa dengan blog ini..saya hanya ingin meluahkan saja perasaan ini yang tiba tiba menimpaku..
mungkin saya sangat mengantuk..
tolong jangan mengambil ini dengan maksud yang salah...
saya amat merindui masa dahulu..masa yang kita bergembira dan juga bergaduh..tetapi perbezaannya, kami dapat menyelesaikannya dengan baik..,dengan ini..saya ingin mendedikasikan lagu ini kepada semua orang yang membaca segment ini..haraplah semua menikmati lagu ini..

jangan peduli wajah penyanyi..dengarlah saja lagu tersebut..
bahasa melayu saya masih perlu lagi diperbaiki..KDK (Ketawa Dengan Kuat)*malay version of LOL*

Saturday, November 21, 2009

All the random shits

This is gonna be a heck load of random shit in this post..so i doubt any of you guys will understand what I'm about to type here. For those who could kudos, for those who can't you're welcome to guess..

Alright, lately ive caught a movie, 2012. To me it was pretty good..i mean i like the plot and stuff like that but one thing that bores me is that the hero never dies. In any normal circumstances, a normal human being would be dead, just watch the movie then you'll know..he can escape burning inferno, drowning, air crash and escape from California to China when the whole world seems to fall apart and not to forget, they always look good doing it..its so cliche..but then again, im not for the sad ending where the hero dies just to save millions of people in the earth....wait, there you go, another cliche.. anyways New Moon's coming out (or is it out?) so it is time to see whether the movie is living up to its hype..

Done with most of the assignments..still got a few more to go..this semester has been a hell of a turbulent one..work work work..oh wells..some the effort is well paid off..however, i do not feel like ive got the rights to claim some credit to it as other team members did more though i contributed some..but i do still feel i did not enough..sigh sigh sigh..

celebrated 2 of my friend's birthday yesterday!again..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KAI ZHAI AND RACHEL YONG!!!=D

Liverpool are on one of their worst runs in their history..pffft!enough said..but..i'll never stop supporting you scousers! YNWA!

pretty worried bout my training now..got rejected once by KLUE and im facing another prospect of getting rejected by Malay Mail..they say they're gonna give me an answer by end of the month..well lets just hope that they will give us a positive response..really wanna get out Penang..no, it is not because Penang is not a good place to live or stay or work or study..just that, after all this unnecesaary shit, i've gotta go off awhile..life in the big city..its gonna be hard i know..whats not in life?

To me, i prefer problems to be solved and i do not like people to say one thing and they meant it another way..thus if you wanna settle the problems or whatever problems we are going through now, please please be honest and truthful to me..why do you wanna go the big round and in the end, give the benefit to no one?it might even turn out worse..if you think that keeping quiet will solve the problems, think again..dont tell me you wanna avoid it or put it in the past, i know it will maybe be alrite...for short term..long term, we better sit and discuss..the problem is i do not know where the hell i've gone wrong..if you want me to guess i've tried and i dont know..YOU have to tell me..do you want us to keep things from each other?do you wanna go down that road?ive repeated this countless times before and im tired of it..im sure you are too...so the ball is in your court, it is up to you to decide what you want..im cool with it..the past,i wont sit well with this, but now i feel...drained..i'll just go with your flow..

oh ya before i end this segment of random shit..MILEY CYRUS SUCKS!
peace out~lol

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Being apart, it's very hard..

Being apart from someone you care and love is not only hard enough, it's devastating! Know what is more devastating? Your ways to keep connected is limited and even if it is available for me, i.e the internet, it still sucks..because u know why?Malaysia's internet connection sucks. That is why.

I've tried many ways..skyping, chatting online and stuff like that which do not really require money but well it does not really bode well with us..for me atleast..it is because either the connection is terrible or theres something distracting somewhere..sigh..the best for me is by phone and now, the situation has gone bad..i guess being on the phone just wouldnt cut it anymore..

I should be more considerate and i guess i have to cope with one of my enemies(bloody internet connection) to win a war(the bloody fucking distance)..im just hoping that the internet line will stay strong when im using it..