Morning..

What a morning it was..very enjoyable..and i must say itz the first time i had such a crazy dim sum outing..lol..

Went to had dim sum with Eng Siang,Eng Siang's friend that goes by the name of J.Qin,my dear grandma Karen and my baby..we went to a place near my apartment..since baby overnighted at my place the night before we walked there together..and we reached early..the place was hell packed!

anyway..after awhile..Eng Siang and the rest arrive and that is when all the fun started..Eng Siang is the target of teases and sarcasm from karen and my baby and unfortunately..Jqin as well..they were teasing him..shooting him..u name it they've done it!as for me..i have very good free live comedy..and karen even made Eng Siang's ball..without any ball with the leftover food!..i guess u might not know wad im talking bout..but oh well..im still gonna post the pic up anyway...
See those things there?yeap..that is eng siang's balless ball..XD

off the record..
itz been a wonderful way to spend the morning..im sure and hope that there will be many more to come!=)

alright..so till the next post..
chaozzzzzzzz..

Just some random thoughts..

I've been wallowing in self-pity at late..abusing myself for something that has not happen and might not even happen..i've been beating up myself for this since the start of this week...

But for wad reason?

for nothing..things that i should have known better that it will never happen..perhaps my friends are right...why worry when things haven't even happen yet?...you know,we humans are sometimes weird..we tend to worry bout stuff that might not even happen..i must say..human minds are one of the deadliest weapon..to others and also onto ourselves...our mind or our so called instinct will make us think that something bad or horrible will happen..though sometimes those instincts are true..but most of the time..itz all in our minds..

i once asked my two friends in college who are having long distance relationships with their partners,one whom are already in a 2 year relationship and another a year..so...i asked them...

Kia : how do u guys stay in a long distance relationship for so long?

Both friends: trust...that simple..

so yea..trust is wadz lacking in most people nowadays..and same goes to me as well..atleast untill tonight i hope..as some of u may know tht im lamenting bout my baby's stay in penang..i've been thinkin of this stuff...bout wad i will do..wad will happen..why isnt my gf being sad bout it?and etc etc..until tonight..i finally got a wake up call why she aint feeling all of this depressing stuff that is running through my head..no itz not because she doesnt like me anymore..but itz coz she believes in me and trust me..it struck me deep down..and i asked myself...

Why didnt i think of this before??

i was drowned in the world of sorrowness and i totally left my rationality out on the shore...now im back up and ITZ NOT OVER..
instead...

i sense now it's a beginning of something new..something good..
soo...
u peepz out there..trust ur partner..or even your close friend..or whoever he or she may be..althought sometimes things might not turn out what they seems to be.but have faith..because with faith..it will take u far..

and to you my baby..
i will always remember wad u say..
will love you always and forever!!=)

I've been tagged..by Mae Yin

1] Real name: Kiatisak Chua

[02] Nickname: VegeKia, Kia, Kasitaik

[03] Married: nope..

[04] Zodiac Sign: Gemini

[05] Gender: The one with the banana

[06] Age: 18

[07] High School: S.M.K Penang Free School

[08] College:Han Chiang College

[09] Height: letz see...179cm..

[10] Weight: 65kg

[11] Do you like yourself: yes

12] Piercings:i love my body..the only holes i need is my nose holes,ear holes and asshole..

[13] Right or left:right,left and center

[14] Are you a freak : sometimes i guess i am..

[15] Hair:ermm..curly i guess..

[16] Skin: natural

[17] Allergic: none i think

[18] What are you doing now: listening to songs

[19] What will you doing 1hour later: hopefully i'll be able to sleep..

[20] What will you doing 10 years later:hopefully i am still alive by then..

FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents

[22] Siblings(included you): 4

[23] Eldest: errr..can say itz me ler..

[24] Youngest: my youngest bro la..

[25] Love/hate your family:love and sometimes hate em..

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: yes..

[27] If yes, who is he/she: babystingray~

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: no one else =)

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 4

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000):wow..i've..lost count..haha

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): aiseh..lost count also..hahah..just kdding..dunno..

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i guess so..

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: this tag could either ruin a relationship or fix em..

[34] Ever argue with your other half: nope!=)

[35] You with your other half since: June 24th 2008!

[36] Are you straight/gay:straight and gay..lol..

[37] Reasons you love your other half: i love her because i love her..full stop

[38] You and your other half in which stage: for me to know and for u to find out

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: we wooed each other..lol..i wooed her..haha

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yes..

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Lee Joe Jin

[42] Your first enemy: Hate

[43] The friend you love the most(1only): list are too long..

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Loneliness..

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Ng ShinRui!lol

[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Teo Mou Jian!

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: wannabes...

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: me

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yes..once..

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover:not that i know..haha

[51] If your friend backstabbed you: forgive and forget...

[52] If your friend betray you: number 51

[53] If your friend woo your lover: if she is happier with him..i'll let her go..

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: wow..speechless..

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: not at all..u know right??hahha

[68] Good looking people: every living people on earth..

[69] Ugly people: not that i remember

[70] Funny people: damn alot...

[71] Cute people: si pek che

[72] Bad people: wanna know?rob a bank and they'll send u to a place where u will find em..

[73] Honest people:wanna know..jump off the building and pray tht u go to heaven..

[74] Acting people: Hollywoods..Bollywoods..and other woods la..

[75] What kind of person are you: im a boy and believe it or not..i feel that my last life i was a girl..lol..

THE PREFERENCE

[76] Lip or eyes: eyes

[77] Hugs or kisses:..can i go for both?

[78] Shorter or taller: taller

[79] hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneuous

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: errr...both

[81] Listener or talker: both

[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic

[83] Good wife/husband or good mother/father:both..

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get married:when i get rich..

[85] Numbers of kid(s):form a football team..minimum basketball..

[86] Career:Vj,host,air steward..billionaire

[87] Salary:unlimited resource?

[88] Retirement age: as soon as possible..

[89] Properties value: zilch..

[90] Wishes: Good Luck!

THE VICTIMS
Anyone who reads this!

You know wad i just realise?
i just realised tht im a hypocrite..
yes a big fat one!
so for those who have seen that in me before i realised it..
u're a keen observer..or perhaps im just to blind to realised it myself..
oh great..now im a hypocrite..
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Damn it!

What peanut butter do to your dreams..

Have you guys ever ate peanut butter before going to bed..and the result of that have a very vivid dream?..i've had it..infact..itz a funny and sort of scary dream..since im bored here might as well i blog bout it...so right..i had peanut butter..yes..only peanut butter..no bread no biscuits..just pure peanut butter before i went to bed last night..and man..i didnt expect to be taken for a ride in my dream..

do u all know bout the cartoon character Ben10?the kid who stumble upon a funny alien devices that can change him into 10 alien heroes..yea..that cartoon..and well..i sort of dreamt bout that..lol..i dreamt that i have that funny devices stuck on my wrist..so yea..itz sort of cool(in the dream) that i can transfer myself into 10 alien heroes..that is the funny part..the spooky part is..i've started to take a prt time job in some hypermarket (i have no idea why) and apparently the manager is a..ermm..ghost alien..right..and in it's human form..the aghost alien is actually my college's librarian @.@ like wth??i even remembered saying "arent u my college's librarian??" and she started chasing me around..so i guess that means i have to stay away from my college's library...and man i duno why.it was just pure scary..haha...thank god i woke up not long after the chase..yea..so tht concludes the drama of my funny n spooky dreams..lol..lame i know..but i thought i should get this out..the moral of this dream is...never eat peanut butter and sleep..unless u wanna have an adreanaline rush when u sleep..haha..

on another note..i have just realise the word FUCK is actually a blessing!and the blessing is from the King himself..well..atleast that was the case in perhaps..the time of King Arthur?according to the coolest lecturer i've ever had..Miss Ooi..FUCK stands for Fortification Under the Consent of the King..it's some sort of like a marriage certificate for people in the old centuries..and according to my lecturer..when they wanna..well..continue the production of human beings..they will put the sign 'FUCK' outside the house..itz some sort like telling your neighbourhood.."hey guys..do not disturb please..im fucking" lol..imagine if people still practise this in the world now..i wonder how many homemade porn dvd's will be produced..lol..so anyways..now we know that FUCK is actually a blessing word instead of an insulting one...

FUCK YOU people!=)

Till the next post..
chaozzzz!

Itz really frustrating at times..

Baking Time!

Itz wednesday and itz holiday!well not for all..only for Pakatan Rakyat states..boohoo for BN states..so bless this lovely wednesday..hehe..since itz a holiday..babystingray came over to my place the whole day..our agenda today was to bake the deliciously scrumptious cake tht we had planned to do it for the past week..hehe..so she came over early in the morning..and she studied and i did my stuff which is playing around in the house with my bros and disturbing her..i know..itz childish..ahaha..anyway..somewhere around the evening we head to Batu Lanchang market to buy the ingredients we need for the cake..so after tht we head to Queensbay to sign up for the Penang Bridge run...signed up for the fun walk only..dun think can get anytin by joining the real run..sure will end up somewhere in the back...sooo signed up for the fun run...interested anyone?haha..

after having dinner both of us got down to business..baking the cake!as usual..i was the assistant and me baby is the main baker..haha..after much hussle we finally completed the cake...and it smells really good!haha..due to the long period of time we took for the cake to bake..me baby spend a night at my place...and like wad Kevin said in his blog...we.....SLEPT..seriously tired after all the baking here n there...hehe..i'll end this post with some of the pics i took...enjoy!hehe..

The cook hard at work...

The cake before it enters the microwave..

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After a few hours..
Tada~~
The Christmas Chocolate Cake..


Here is the baker..
poor baby..she looks real tired..
hehe

Updates!

15/9

Finally i have the chance to update my blog..haha..so anyway..today we celebrated Chong Jye Yee's 17th birthday!actually it's not yet her exact birthday..itz the nxt day actually..hehe..so my dear babystingray planned tht we have lunch in seoul garden..so around 16 people turned up for the lunch..and we sort of ruled the whole seoul garden..making noises like nobody's business..well..tht is wad u get when u mix 16 teenagrs with an all u can eat meal..lol..since it was Jyee's birthday itz our obligation to play her..yea..i'll let the pic speak for itself..

Feeding time~

Food...or jyee's lips?of coz jyee's lips la =p

after crashing seoul garden..we went our separate ways..so me n my babystingray walked around aimlessly and end up in library..we actually took pics instead of looking at books there..lol..

Me girl and meMe girl says "hmmm.."I say "hmmmhmmm"Me girl says "eyerrrr"

i go =(then we both go "hmph!"

there goes our pic story...in the end we called peace n made out..lol..just kidding...hahah..so after the spending an hour or so in gurney..we went to sungai dua to have ice kacang..well..tht is bout all for 15/9!hehe..

Next stop:Baking time!

WaaaChhaaaa!

These past few days have been a whirlwind ride for me..emotionally,mentally and physically..i have to deal with alot of stuff in such a short space of time and man i tell u..itz mind boggling(Whatever it means)..but itz not all downhill actually..i now have a new sanctuary to relax which is Stadium Han Chiang!have been training with the college basketball team to compete in an inter college game in the month of October..and now i understand how it feels to do suicide..itz really..like going for suicide..lol..anyway..other than basketball i obviously have my girl that i can fall back to..so thanks baby!=)

Well yesterday i was out with shinrui for supper in subaidah..
we ate alot..and i mean alot..Thosai bawang..Roti telur..Naan Butter..fuyoh..gila full man..so after the whole supper we were walking back to my car then suddenly...

"P***MAK KEO**K**!!"

Apparently a fight broke out..and it happened super near my car..i was like wtfg!WHY MY CAR???there is this two older men in their 40s ..beating up a young chap in perhaps in his 20s..the two older guys were using a strap(ouch) and a helmet(double ouch)..and oh ya not to forget..there is a woman as well..so as far as i observed..this young man had slapped this woman and this two older man who is the woman's relative respond to the man's action..well here is wad i heard ler from their shouting..

Old man 1:P*** !lu pak wa eh soon!!lu ka pak wa eh soon!!!*beats using helmet* (you hit my granddaughter!u dare hit my granddaughter!!)

Old man 2: KNN LU! *beats with straps*(...i duno how to translate into english but u all know la..)

Young man: Kau liao la kau liao la!!uo su ban ban kong!mai pak liao la!!*running away from the assault*(enough enough!!got things slowly talk!dun hit me!)

woman suddenly runs out..

Woman: Lu pak wa...LU PAK WA!!*Slap the guy like a machine gun*(u hit me..U HIT ME!!!)

Old man 1 and 2:*continue beating with helemt n straps*

Outsider:Kao liao Kao liao!Tan Che eh pak si ei!!(enuf enuf!later beat him till die!)

the young man then suddenly run away from the area i parked my car and knocked down a motorbike!man..he was scrambling away from the two mad old man and also the woman..lol...funny...then me n shinrui straight away went into the car and drove off...amazingly..the whole thing happened around my car area n there is no scratch on my car..thank god!lol..
itz really like watching a drama..man..live action..wished i could take some videos n pic..but i dun wanna end up like the young man..man..i wonder how many broken bones he had..lol...

alrite..till the next post..chaoz!!!

the time is 12.20am..
and i feeling a lil emo..
sighhh...

Gloomy day

Today is so gloomy..as in literally gloomy..itz been raining sine in the morning till now d..really saves electricity..no need to switch on the fan and all..lol..

The night before my mood was sort of gloomy..had an arguement with my mum..wait..no itz not really an arguement..i just kept quiet and just let her shoot me eventhough im not in the wrong..itz like..i duno..i really stunt by what my mum said till im really speechless..so to prevent any unwanted words coming out frm my mouth of mine..i just keep quiet n retreated to my sanctuary which is my room for comfort and solace..seriously ruined my happy day..

Before all this i went out with babystingray and karen..walk walk then watch the luckiest guy..itz a so so movie with lotz of moliu-ness but overall itz better than BabylonAD..after tht went to walked around queensbay and ended up in Swensen's for round 1 of dinner..after Swensen we went to Subaidah near my place for round 2 of dinner..me and babystingray had tosai bawang..im seriously getting addicted to it d..seriously very nice..u all should try it...and karen had some udang ball..haha..then we went home straight after dinner and it was suppose to be a good day for me..it just got ruined by tht sudden burst of anger from my mum..sigh...sometimes i really feel like studyin outside u know..as in staying in hostel and all..day by day..i dun feel relax at home anymore..i can only find comfort alone at home or when im in my room..itz like whenever i go back i have to be prepare for something bad to happen to me..yea i know some of u might said i must be thinking too much or not appreciating etc etc but one has to be in my shoes to know how does it feel..sighh...

Things has been goin good for me..friends..school..love..but not how i feel bout when im at home..i feel so trapped..siggghhh...mind u im not being emo or anytin but then..it doesnt feel right to be here u know..atleast for now it is not..

hopefully this sort of feelings will just go away soon..
till the next post..
chaoozzzzz

Like Only A Woman Can by Brian McFadden

This song is specially dedicated to my baby..itz a beautiful song..so baby..and to u peepz out there..enjoy this song!=)

Me and You Always..=)

50 is the number..

I just realised that this is my 50th post!well..itz not like im gonna write a special post just for this..but something good did happen since the last post..well..all i can say is things has been goin better than before..although itz not really all good..but itz still better..this cement on wad i think bout "be patient..bad things will go,good things will be flowing back in"

well..what are the good stuff u may ask?all i can say itz perhaps a start of something new..it might be too early to say but i guess things will get better if i put effort and time into it...haha..im just glad i got it off my shoulder and now i can keep moving forward...

though not really everything that had happened in the past couple of days has been good..like for example..Liverpool drew in the match against Aston Villa..and some other stuff...perhaps this shows that not everyone can have only good stuff going for them and not the bad to share...

i guess thats all for my ramblings for now..
off the record..whenever i started this blog stuff..it really replaces my wall..atleast i dun have to stare at the wall and talk to them..it feels so much nicer writing down all my thoughts here..lol..so Happy 50th post blog!haha =D
till next post...chaozzzz~~

Hey you out there...
yes you..
cheer up..things will get better soon..

i promise u..trust ur vege=)