This Is Something Special For Someone Special

Once upon a time, I came to know of the existence of this girl.

I was playing basketball and there she was, standing by the outside of the court with a book in her hands together with her group of friends.

My first thought, "Man, this girl is a nerd! Studying at a basketball court?"

Then i've got to know her more..She and her group of friends joined the game, with their own version of "basketball".

Oh was I wrong. I was hell wrong that she was a nerd.

We started to go out and know more of each other.

My perception of her changed soon after.

"She aint a nerd. She's a fighter."

We became an item soon after.

We had happy times, we had bad times but oh those were great times.

Sadly, she has to leave to some where far to pursue her dream to be a doctor.

It has been a few long months since she left..she has been facing plenty of challenge of late.

She has been stressed out to the max.

So this here, is to tell you, my love,

Hang on there!I believe you can make it through no matter how big the odds are.

I believe you can make it through because you are a fighter and, its cause you're my girl as well =p

I'll be here always if you need me.

I love you..always!

Return Of The Pitches!

The time is here again, where million of people (in America) would be stuck to their couch with their eyes glued on the technological box we call the television with telephones or mobile phones in their hands. Yes, its that time of the year again. The American Idol season is back!They are now into their ninth season.

This time, things will be different. The Idols are going through one of their biggest change in their history (i guess) which is the departure of the "vocab-rich" Paula Abdul. Yup, she aint there anymore. Unfortunately for the contestants for season 9, that means there won't be anymore nice comments that would soften any hard comments dished out by Randy and Simon especially, and I doubt Kara could fit into Paula's shoes. And, the judge allegedly(or confirmed) replacing Paula would be Ellen Degeneres! Like wha? Ellen? The dancing talk show host? That would be...just awesome i guess? Imagine, apart from having comments on your singing, you might have some jokes or puns thrown at your singing! For the contestants with difficulties or those who are facing some personal issues might get help from the show as well! And to top it all off, the live audiences might even get freebies at the end of the show! Aint that cool?

Truth is, the Idol is reaching its last stage. It does not really have the "oomph" anymore that can attract the audiences. To me, if it is not for Adam Lambert last season, I would not really turn on the tube and sit through the painful hour (sometimes 2) to watch the show. Yes, I have to admit, there are some great performances like Kris Allen's rendition of Heartless and Danny Gokey's You Are So Beautiful just to name a few, but seriously, would you like to watch a finale between Kris and Danny? Not that they are bad singers but they are just...boring. Yes, Adam might be over the top sometimes but isn't that what performances are all about? No, I am not being bias for your infomation. Just watch the marathon of season 8 on Astro again and imagine Adam is not there. And another thing, last season top 12 have stepped up the standard and it would be really hard for the contestants this season to break that standard.

Simon would be leaving after this season. Yes. The man who has been in a way, the backbone of the show, is leaving the show. So I guess I do not need to elaborate on his importance for Idol. Without his witty sarcasm, the panel of judges would be just too...dull?yea, the show is about the contestants, but Im pretty sure everyone, and I mean everyone would wait and anticipate the response of the judges right?Especially those of Mr. Cowell. I guess the thought of having Ellen and freegifts for the audiences would be pretty enticing now, no?haha

Thus, American Idol is heading into its last few steps then, they will fade away. Hopefully, this season the contestants would be better than last year though I do not put much hope in it. And sadly, I would not be able to watch it due to my internship in KL =(

New Year, New Style

As we usher in the new year, 2010, some changes should be made on things around us thus, this would explain the new blog template and the url. My blog has been dead for weeks, sometimes months and the amount of my post for each month is as scarce as the amount of raindrops falling in the Sahara desert. This would all change come 2010 as i've got a few reasons why I should update my blog now and then.

I'm going to start my industrial training very soon and perhaps I might need to be ready for action on my first day of work. Honestly, I'm having troubles writing a good article, or a good essay these days. Last semester in college, I sometimes feel like I've lost my creativity in writing. I added no funk or spunk or krunk or whatever it is in the essay/article to make it more interesting, more fun to read. I used to be able to do that( i think) even if its not that good, but i do enjoy writing essays in the past. I'd blogged almost every single day in the past, but now, like i've said before, my blog is like a Sahara Desert and me, a very stingy Rain God.

So, the only way to stop the rot, is to start blogging again. Start writing. Type whatever shit I have in mind. Or get screwed by the editor, or worse, get kicked out and fail my training (thats actually the worst case scenario).

Yea, I'm pretty sure after my little story telling, you know why i changed my URL, right? I'm gonna update this blog ONCE every WEEK. Yeap. One time in seven days! It's a vow I'm going to fulfill. No kidding.

Every Wednesday there will be a new post up about whatever crap that's running through my head, so stay tune if you're interested!Chiaoz for now..I'm running out of ideas.

My Blog Is Bloody Dead...

...and oh yea, i miss you

i need to improve my malay writing skills abit.

Oleh itu, saya menulis blog saya dalam Bahasa Melayu..
Baru-baru ini, saya dapat merasai kekurangan benda dalam hidup saya..
apa yang saya buat, saya salah..
memang sangat resah perkara ini..
memang benar masa dapat memadamkan perasaan ini, akan tetapi..
selepas sekian lama saya perlu menyesuaikan diri dalam keadaan yang menimpa diriku..
sedaya upaya saya cuba mengelakkan perkara ini berlaku..
namun demikian, berlaku juga perkara yang saya paling takut dalam hidup saya..
ya, perubahan dalam hubungan kita..
seperti yang anda cakap dulu, anda mungkin akan berubah..
mungkin inilah masanya..
menyesal perkara itu berlaku?mungkin...mungkin tidak..tetapi saya perlu meluahkannya..
jikalau tidak..hati saya ini tak akan menikmati satu hari yang tenang..
perasan gelisah akan menyelubungi jiwaku dan hatiku tidak akan melalui satu hari tanpa berasa tenang dan aman..
perkara ini mungkin akan menyebabkan perasaanmu dan rindumu mengurang..
apa yang boleh saya lakukan?
oh tuhan..alangkah baiknya kalau saya seorang yang berego..seorang yang boleh mengetepikan semua masalah ini dan fikir untuk diriku sendiri..
akan tetapi, aku tidak menyalahkanmu..saya tidak meminta apa-apa dengan blog ini..saya hanya ingin meluahkan saja perasaan ini yang tiba tiba menimpaku..
mungkin saya sangat mengantuk..
tolong jangan mengambil ini dengan maksud yang salah...
hanya..
saya amat merindui masa dahulu..masa yang kita bergembira dan juga bergaduh..tetapi perbezaannya, kami dapat menyelesaikannya dengan baik..,dengan ini..saya ingin mendedikasikan lagu ini kepada semua orang yang membaca segment ini..haraplah semua menikmati lagu ini..





jangan peduli wajah penyanyi..dengarlah saja lagu tersebut..
bahasa melayu saya masih perlu lagi diperbaiki..KDK (Ketawa Dengan Kuat)*malay version of LOL*

All the random shits

This is gonna be a heck load of random shit in this post..so i doubt any of you guys will understand what I'm about to type here. For those who could kudos, for those who can't you're welcome to guess..

Alright, lately ive caught a movie, 2012. To me it was pretty good..i mean i like the plot and stuff like that but one thing that bores me is that the hero never dies. In any normal circumstances, a normal human being would be dead, just watch the movie then you'll know..he can escape burning inferno, drowning, air crash and escape from California to China when the whole world seems to fall apart and not to forget, they always look good doing it..its so cliche..but then again, im not for the sad ending where the hero dies just to save millions of people in the earth....wait, there you go, another cliche.. anyways New Moon's coming out (or is it out?) so it is time to see whether the movie is living up to its hype..

Done with most of the assignments..still got a few more to go..this semester has been a hell of a turbulent one..work work work..oh wells..some the effort is well paid off..however, i do not feel like ive got the rights to claim some credit to it as other team members did more though i contributed some..but i do still feel i did not enough..sigh sigh sigh..

celebrated 2 of my friend's birthday yesterday!again..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KAI ZHAI AND RACHEL YONG!!!=D

Liverpool are on one of their worst runs in their history..pffft!enough said..but..i'll never stop supporting you scousers! YNWA!

pretty worried bout my training now..got rejected once by KLUE and im facing another prospect of getting rejected by Malay Mail..they say they're gonna give me an answer by end of the month..well lets just hope that they will give us a positive response..really wanna get out Penang..no, it is not because Penang is not a good place to live or stay or work or study..just that, after all this unnecesaary shit, i've gotta go off awhile..life in the big city..its gonna be hard i know..whats not in life?

To me, i prefer problems to be solved and i do not like people to say one thing and they meant it another way..thus if you wanna settle the problems or whatever problems we are going through now, please please be honest and truthful to me..why do you wanna go the big round and in the end, give the benefit to no one?it might even turn out worse..if you think that keeping quiet will solve the problems, think again..dont tell me you wanna avoid it or put it in the past, i know it will maybe be alrite...for short term..long term, we better sit and discuss..the problem is i do not know where the hell i've gone wrong..if you want me to guess i've tried and i dont know..YOU have to tell me..do you want us to keep things from each other?do you wanna go down that road?ive repeated this countless times before and im tired of it..im sure you are too...so the ball is in your court, it is up to you to decide what you want..im cool with it..the past,i wont sit well with this, but now i feel...drained..i'll just go with your flow..

oh ya before i end this segment of random shit..MILEY CYRUS SUCKS!
peace out~lol

Being apart, it's very hard..

Being apart from someone you care and love is not only hard enough, it's devastating! Know what is more devastating? Your ways to keep connected is limited and even if it is available for me, i.e the internet, it still sucks..because u know why?Malaysia's internet connection sucks. That is why.

I've tried many ways..skyping, chatting online and stuff like that which do not really require money but well it does not really bode well with us..for me atleast..it is because either the connection is terrible or theres something distracting somewhere..sigh..the best for me is by phone and now, the situation has gone bad..i guess being on the phone just wouldnt cut it anymore..

I should be more considerate and i guess i have to cope with one of my enemies(bloody internet connection) to win a war(the bloody fucking distance)..im just hoping that the internet line will stay strong when im using it..